How’s your last 10 days of Ramadhan going? Mine is remorseful. I didnt take the chance, wait, HUGE CHANCES *real tears emoji* to pray and read the Quran on the night. Man, little did I care if last night or last two nights were malam Laylatul Qadar. I’m so upset with myself for letting this go. DAMN.
I promised myself tonight I’ll try to at least perform tarawih, hajat, taubat, tahajjud and witir together. So, I need to sleep exactly an hour after iftar. I’ve done that a few times before, went to bed at 8++pm and woke at 12++am. And I literally ashamed with my Creator that I couldnt finish the whole Quran in this holy month. Like, before Ramadhan came, I swore I’m so tempted to khatam at least one time but things get hell, I screamed internally. But, I’ll try finish one juzuk before dawn.
But, wait. I’m working tomorrow. And had to come before 7:30am. But I kinda like it cs it was really easy 😆 Apart from I have to behave myself as my dad is a lecturer (too bad he’s an ustaz too!). Big tense huh. It’s only day 4 and I already feel numb. Here are some details.
I’m bored, but I’m okay.
Yesterday, three blonde, Western girls came to our house. I actually dont get myself clear for what reason they’re coming. Maybe they wanna trade culture? Or experience living in suburban life (excuse me, the entire westland is not merely a metropolitan living) But, I just dont really care.
Since, its like a special thang to us, the Melayu, mom invites over the whole family to come and beramah mesra. It’s weird as hell.
I wonder, why when foreigners came to our lands they are free to speak their mother tongue and we are anxious about that thus we have to speak their native language to communicate. Excuse me, is that just prove that how sad and pathetic is Malay language to them? Like, for Japan, I bet, some of the tourist would learn the Japanese first before go to the islands.
But, overall it was fun. Except that I didnt grab the slightest opportunity to chat over and share stories. I dont even know how to initiate one. One of the girls are so cheeky and active. She’s so hyperactive with all her hands and mouths. As a decent race, we accept that as a unique and cute things. But, I thinks its quite weird and immature of her. Maybe she suffered ADHD, who knows. But, she’s still cute though.
The three of them overnight at our house and woke up for sahur. And continue travel to Kuantan this Subuh.
And I’m here still waiting for ettv to upload the final episode of GoT on kickass. Oh God, I cant wait for the last episode.